23Dec09
Went for sec1 posting.
Being posted to Greendale.
Kept thinking, would it be fun in there? Or is't just mistake, to be in the school.
But no matter what, I want to enjoy 5years in there, and I wish Greendale could make everyday, happy for us.
And at the time, when I saw the names in the classlist, sadness starts to roll thru'out my heart.
Kept asking to myself, why? Why is heaven so unfair?
Registering for the school, my heart felt damn sad.
If I were giving a choice, trust me, I won't even want to get into Greendale, okay?
All this, was just a small force, a force that's about how good is Greendale, so-called less bullying.
Even, if we're about to be the best of the best schoolmates, rather then class, I don't feel the least happy, AT ALL.
My mind was only thinking about the fun days we had, in Honesty5 & 6.
How happy we were, our faces. It looks super great (:
When we went to ETP & WWW, we enjoyed ourselves so much.
And that makes me, don't feel like going home. Cus, I hope to enjoyed the time being left to play with my friends.
So far, the gatherings we had, are not really so-called gatherings, kay.
A gathering for friends, whats the actuall fact of that? And thats to have a sunshine day, making everybody felt blessed and happy, that they have such wonderful friends around them (:
But, I really don't dare to know why. This time, our trip to WWW and ETP, I guess, was about to fade.
Even if the trip, faded, it's alright. But, I don't wish to see our upcoming 2years of friendship, to be ruined.
Just because of 2 person, it ended off our friendship, hey, I somehow think, it's really not worth, at all.
My wish, was to make our friendship, back to normal. I know, you're fuming hot now.
But, don't you even care about our feeling? Okay, even though you said, " we were nothing to you. ", but, don't decieve yourself, as you can't decieve others.
Ya, you're a middle-man. What about us? Seeing our friendship going to be ruined, do you really think we'll be happy?
I know you won't be able to see this, or rather can't see my post. But, I'm just bottling-up all my feelings.
One explosion, is enough for someone to take it, but there's two. Why must these things, happened?
Our friendship, there's sweet and bitter times. Think of those pasts, rather then falling-off, with us can?
Yeah, it's hard. Its hard to forsake them. As all along, what you wanna do, to him, was to make it up, right?
But, didn't you think of other ways, to make it up to him?
Rather then, not telling us, then asking them to come? You know, it's hard to accept, right?
That time, you said, is she your imaginary friend, or friend? My heart sank.
I felt like telling you, ofcause it's a friend, kay?
But I know, you'll say that Im just finding excueses, in your heart.
But nevermind. I always believes that fate controls everything.
If you want that matter to have an happyending, control the fate then.
But problem is, you're not in singapore. Chances of meeting, is way too less.
And, there's no commuinication in you now. As there's no way we can commuinicate either.
All right, patch-ing or break-ing, it's really up to fate. If you want to change everything, it's up to you then.
Things, are predestinied sometimes (:
Okay, whatever decision it is, all the best and hope that you'll succeed in life, friend (: