Dearest readers, ;MOODLESS

Totally moodless today.

Moodswings too.

Cause of some certain reasons.

To that somebody, 

you are who you are, don't decieve yourself, and also others.

Forget about it.

Kinda dissapointed in you, though.

Well, all along, did i treated you not good enough?

Please, stop copying others ANYMORE.

It wont do you any good, but only you'll be the torn in other people's eye.

Learn when to copy, and learn when not to.

Its really damn annoying .

Yeah, another person hates you too.

But i'm sure not as much as i've dislike you?

Look, i've beinging to dislike you more and more.

But, i told myself not to.

Why?

Because, we're still friends.

Yeah, friends, shouldn't be annoyed by copying, right?

But, seriously COPYING, alot of people can't stand it.

I'm sure you does so, sure.

And why do i know too?

Those gossipings that you told me, might as well tick yourself off.

When i said i hate some of the girls in my class, you did so to.

To me, nevermind, cause we'll gossip for sure.

But then, if seriously you do have the mouth to say others, say yourself too.

And i think its hundred times more better!

I admit, i did copy others , sometimes?

But even if you wanna copy, don't do it till so obvious, can?

You copied one girl's hairband color, not accidentally i supposed.

And, she said she wanna put contact lens.

And you, do so too.

When the other girl, wore spects, you also want.

Kept saying your degree's same with her, but come on, if you really needa wear spects, go find a optimetrist to help you do so.

You can't trust your own eye, like you shouldn't always trust what you saw.

I'm so desperate, wanting you to stop copying me.

And others.

I'm already kinda sad enough already, today.

Just lost my storybook, favourite one somemore.

And you, knew that i've lost it.

Perhaps you delibrately read it, to show me.

Aren't i'm right?

Whatsmore, is there really so coincidental?

You said you brought the same book as mine yesterday.

And guess what, i've lost my book yesterday.

And yet, only in yesterday's night then i know.

Smsed you , took so long then reply.

Why?

Guilty conscience?

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Perhaps, maybe not.

I dont know if i should trust you, anymore.

But , what can i do?

Since we're friends.

When we had our napfa run, on tuesday, yesterday.

For only those who failed, but if those people who passed, can run again.

A girl asked me to partner her, run with her.

You're somehow sad, i know.

But did you even take the initiative to accompany her, too?

No, you didnt.

Whats on your mind, was to get the very best results in our class girls.

But too bad, Melodie was the first >)

After the run, teacher told us to re-run again.

To get an A.

Was like, whatheheck already.

And there you are, proudly smiling at us.

I hate it, i hate it the most was people looking down on others, when they are desperate.

You didn't even encourage us, thats ok.

But when you already knew that we are talking bad about you, and staring at you, then you showed your kind heart.

Whats the use anyway?

Treat us drinks?

Nevermind -.-

Whats friends,

friends not only encourages friends, but showed care, love and gratitute towards one and other.

Rely on each other for help sometimes.

And not when treating others good when others is talking bad about you.

Dont have to be that thick-skinned , oh pls.

Remember, when i'm seating alone, in class.

Talking to 2 girls, happily.

Why must you cut in?

I know you're bored, so i dont mind letting you cut in.

But , when the 2 girls were passing letter towards each, you snatched the letter from them.

And read it.

Hey, other's privacy, you extra for?

What if one day, i see your privacy too, i'm sure you know whats the feeling.

I'm totally angry for that.

I saw the letter too.

BUT, the 2 girls let me see it.

You?

Just snatched it.

Somemore, criticise other's handwriting or words not nice.

So?

You think you're that nice too?

PUI la!

You are just adding extra thingies, which is so ugly only.

Always, always!

You always act a clever, act pretty, act cool, & all sorts of stuffs when you're with us.

Still say other people likes to stay pretty, you?

Not chio act one chio uh?

You not girl is't, say others ai mei.

You leh, homotransexual uh, at that time?

Crazybodoh.

We had enough of you already

You vandalised my table, thought what?

A BIG PIECE OF PAPER FOR YOU TO DRAW?

And now, there's a patch there, damn ugly k

Sigh, why can't the one who hurts you understands how you're feeling?

Rather then treating you good when they know that they had hurted you?

I'm good enough, not to private my blog, not to write you full name already.

Seriously, i hope that we could be very good friends.

Change that attitude of yours, for your own sake.

People, must all change.

Learn to change, and must change.

If you want others to like you the way you like others, change that attitude then.

I'm talking these to you, all seriously.

Cause , i really hoped we could be the best of the best friends.

Dont you know whats life without friends?

Its torturing, like in hell.

A person can't live without friends, and friends, can't live without that person who has been such great friends with that the other person.

I know, you couldn't see all my post.

Maybe, you didnt have blog?

If you dont have blog, just tell.

Dont have to act you have , k? 

-.-

What am i feeling now, you know?

Desperate in telling you all these stuffs, which had been keeping in my heart even since that day i had started hating you.

But still, i wished we are still the very best friends that we used too.

Thats all.

Just saying out everything thats in me, these few days.

Hard to comes by, easy to go by.