Its too good to be true.

Hey, complete restless. Somethings that i wanna say...

It wasn't easy for us to go thru thick and thins together. 

I really would wanna cherished my times with you guys together.

But i just can't. I find it harder to commuinicate now. I shouted, because i'm angry.

I don't like to shout at people, total rude i know. Its unbearable at that time.

Srsly, if i like him i wouldn't wait till year 2010. But at either 2008 or 2009.

Please get this fact right, people has got limits. And those tears, was a person who can't take 

everything down, and cried. Put myself in yr shoes. You aren't me, you guys won't understand.

Imagine you yourself, was pushed over to the extreme core, what will you do?

I'm a human, not a robot whom keeps getting manipulated by you. Srsly, this is the suckiest day...

 Ok, back to topic. Celebrated Shuyong's birthday at kbox. Much fun, much unhappy.

Then msged with Asley.

Aft that, like 8 plus went eat pizza hut. Bus-ed homed. Reached home at 9.50 like that.

K thats all, i don't wish to elaborate much further. See no point t it.

Happy advance birthday Shuyong (:

- I wanna tell you straight in your face that i don't love you.

But you guys won't even hear me out. All you all do was to teach me how to do things.

Same goes for you, need people teach you how do things. We are born not to be manipulated 

by others. But born to know how to manipulate one's life.

Get this right, if i really liked you, i would stead with you earlier. And not now.

Have to get this right first. We aren't fated to be together. Not even for a minute or second.

Stop living in your own world, wake up and see how big is this society. 

You should learn how to stand up right infront of others, and not letting others stepped on you.

And, i wished there's always a person comforting me, always. Hurts.