FairyGodMother: Could you give me a time capsule, so that i could return back to the time, which i've did a big mistake, leading both to sucha great misery? All this happens around 20 days ago. If i had the time capsule, i would return to the day, where you ask me about somethings. Probably, i would think through for sometimes, before giving you, a answer. Before replying you via sms a " -nod heads- ". I would really think hard, before making the decision. Its tough, really. I would return back to the days, if i had a time capsule. Hopping history won't repent, itself once again. Because of me, making the wrong choice in life of time, it causes so many problems to happened. Now, friends are helping us, i appreciates that. But, how hard you guys tried, nothing will work. Trust me! I don't like you anymore, not even abit. And, its true. I know, you are hurt by my words, i'll still have to say these, and if you should see these, pls think twice just for your life. You would lead each day, forgetting about me, and be happy, even if you felt sad. You would live through one day, loving me till the end of your life, and making yourself miserable everyday, even if you felt sad, still tried to make yourself seems happy. But actually you still feel so hurt. You are just wasting time, precious little time in your life. By feeling sad, you could spend more time trying to be happy. By living through one day, you could spend more time thinking on how much you could actually live and be successful. By loving someone whom hurted you so much, you could love time more then her. By feeling miserable everytime, you could make yourself feel great with life every single second, minute and hour. That's life. I would wanna choose a life being happy, then pretending to be happy when i'm not. Nothing stays perfect forever in this world, wake up! No love last forever, though. Lastly, no time to waste, forever and anymore.... Its all my longed kept in heart words, i just wanna post in blogger, and share to my friends, one should wake up from all our dreams. Our false hopes, and everything. In life, there's still much more nicer dreams and hopes to be fufilled and come through. Rather then wasting precious time, over things that won't be moved by some words, ANYMORE. Crueltility comes to love, comes to life. Face it, bravely. When you fell down, use your arms and legs to stand up. Find a better tomorrow, (: I'm one example, i didn't make use of time. I've regretted everything, my acts, i seriously regretted it. It all starts with my harsh decisions. I'm sorry, if i'm being emo these days. Guiltyness leads to agonies.
Hello, i've just posted some long posts. Alrights, lessons today are so-called boring. Just came back from compass with Germaine! My GirlPengYou :D Kay, bought teachers' day presents! Costed me a bomb. All my money fly ): Bought new earsticks, blue. I love it very much anyways. Ok, byeeeee ^^
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